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This is an email exchange I experienced. The author has requested to remain anonymous - BJK
In my request to his insight on the possibility of living forever...
Anonymous Said:
You completely misunderstand my points relative to living forever. I have two completely different insights relative to the issue, one short-term and one long-term:
Short term: I am already beginning to feel like I have lived too long. As I watch the direction of contemporary society, I increasingly am thankful that I am not 20 years old and looking at that future (I am near 60 now.). But after seeing your photo on the attached link, realize that you don't yet have the perspective of years. Western culture is in decay. Within the next couple of hundred years, America will be about as relevant as Italy is today. You still perceive the entire future as a never-ending extension of the privileged position where you now stand. That is a fool's paradise, and I see that much much more clearly now than I did just 20 years ago. Would you still want to live forever if you had to live a few hundred years of it in the future equivalent of today's Third World? Or do you secretly believe that your immortality would somehow exempt you from such a trial (a la Highlander)? I am a combat veteran (Vietnam). I have killed; I have seen friends, enemies, and innocents killed; I came within a fraction of dying from wounds there; I have stared death in the face and lived, and since that day no longer fear it. My last 30+ years have been grace (no theist implication here). I understand death to be the reconciler of and the enabler of life, and without it, most people simply lose momentum and stagnate (there's always tomorrow). I have lived every day since that experience like it could be my last (no unfinished (emotional) business). I stay straight with the world and with all those that I love, and the result has been a freedom to live and enjoy life that defines "grace". Life without death is like a magnet with only one pole.
Long term: NO ONE on that (IIDB) thread (that I posted to) seems to have ANY comprehension what FOREVER is! If the age of the earth (roughly 4.5 billion years) were represented by a book as thick as a football field is long, the entireity of recorded history (the last 10,000 years) would take up only the last three sheets (and the span of one lifetime, about two words on the last page). FOREVER is a LOT longer than the age of the earth!!! You cannot convince me that any person would not soon become impatient with the pace of human (as opposed to technological) progress to the point of depressive boredom, cynicism, and madness. The sci-fi movie Zardoz (starring Sean Connely) comes to mind as representative of the madness that comes with immortality; in the case of the screenplay, after only a thousand years or so. To consider one's self to be exempt from the price of having seen nothing new (in the nature of man) under the sun day after day for thousands of years is terminally naive. The human psyche is not compatible with immortality. For the human psyche, immortality would be no blessing but rather the ultimate curse.
In my experience, it is the young that want to live forever, and they do so because they don't know any better. If this sounds harsh, I'm sorry. Just remember I have been where you are, but you will need at least 20 years to get to where I am.
Thank you for your interest,
BJKlein Said:
Thank you for your words of wisdom. I respect your knowledge and historical perspective. While I don’t by any means consider myself an expert on the topic of physical immortality, I do believe it’s the only viable alternative if one feels strongly that death equals oblivion.
While the pursuit of immortality may appear vain and egotistical or fruitless and impossible, this doesn’t assuage my fear. I toil on. Luckily, there are some others who feel the same, and I’m not alone in the quest. We’re doing our best to clearly explain and understand the possibility of infinite lifespan. It’s daunting for sure. My lifespan thus far may be laughable short and one would question my drive and desire since I have a seeming long time left. I don’t feel as much. My motivation driven by fear compels me to focus as much energy as I can to stop aging and kill death.
Again, thank you for your insight. Would you object to my posting your email to the forums at imminst.org for others to glean?
Sincerely,
Bruce J. Klein
Director, Immortality Institute Inc.
http://www.imminst.org
Anonymous Said:
I don't have any problem with medical research to extend the natural lifespan by slowing the aging process, because I am convinced that long before man finds corporeal immortality, he will have extended life to the point that he will crave death as the only release from endless ennui. In the meantime, I have no problem with extending the average lifespan to say 150 years (except its impact on an already overcrowded world).
You said: "While the pursuit of immortality may appear vain and egotistical or fruitless and impossible, this doesn’t assuage my fear..."
My Reply: The fear that you are desperately trying to assuage is the fear of your own death. The exaggeration of that fear is a natural derivative to the ever-increasing fixation on youth over the past four decades of our history. The fixation on youth is itself a natural derivative of overcrowding insomuch as overcrowding brings with it an increased need to appear inoffensive in our social intercourse...and youth/children biologically manifest the properties of submission and inoffensiveness. But this benefit occurs at a subconscious level (at the body-language level), while at the conscious level youth comes to be valued for its own sake. The true nature of the benefit to society is concealed while its vehicle is exalted, desired, and even worshipped. The vulnerability intrinsic to this misplacement of value is that birth/youth is antithetical to aging/death, and with the exaltation of the former comes dread and denial of the latter.
Youth personify this misattribution in that they are all immortal insomuch as they perceive (and comport) themselves as such (Why do you think that armies conscript 18 year olds rather than 25 year olds, except that 18 year olds are still much more solidly bound to their immortality than their older counterparts, and can be convinced to risk their lives in ways that older men can't?).
But alas, there comes a time in life when the illusion wears thin and the reality of death can no longer be denied. That is a scary rite of passage...the moreso when the illusion has been held too dear for far too long. I see the true motivation for your fear-driven search in that light. Your headlong flight is nothing but a last desperate attempt to cling to denial while denial continues to evaporate before reality. If you want true freedom from death, face that inevitability squarely, do your grief work for your death now. Personally appropriate your death, then get on with your life. That is the great life-lesson I came out of the war with. It came to me when I faced up to the extremely high probability that I wouldn't survive my tour of duty, but knew I had no choice but to go on. Sure, I started out in denial (brightly wrapped in bravado), then when that wouldn't hide the truth any more came the anger...later the negotiation...and finally the acceptance. Well, I did survive, and that acceptance was the most profound and liberating thing that has ever happened to me. That was the grace I spoke of in my earlier response.
In Frank Herbert's DUNE, there is a passage called the "Littany Against Fear" that is nothing short of profound, and it is appropriate here. It goes: I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that leads to total obliteration. I will turn and face my fear. I will let it pass over me and through me. I will turn and see its path, and when it is gone only I will remain. Fleeing from fear only further empowers it. You can only conquer it by facing it, inviting it to take its best shot and in the process revealing the limits of its power to control you by virtue of your survival after it has blown itself out. The awareness of that survival is what brings release. Make no mistake, this is no intellectual exercise. It is a visceral cathartic experience...as powerful and life-changing as any theistic epiphany.
So go LIVE your life, let go of your fear-induced greed for life because it is robbing you of the only life you are certain to have. Like the great philosopher (comedian) Gallagher said, "Have all the fun you can in life, 'cause when else are you going to do it?"
(I'm working on a response -BJK)