You know, it's funny, I had a set of conflicted opinions over the last week that finally resolved themselves this morning.
As I was sitting here in Atlanta, Georgia, over 2,000 miles from my hometown in California, I was thinking about my vote. I voted in California over the weekend, absentee. I suppose I could have voted in Georgia, but both states looked pretty solid (GA less so than CA), and I really wanted prop 71 to pass. I accept Reason's reasons
for opposing prop 71, but in a state that has a hundred other pork-budget problems, I figure a 300 million dollar annual handout to big business for a damn good cause is tolerable for pragmatic reasons.
Anyway, I knew that my vote for Kerry wouldn't affect the
electoral outcome of the election, the only outcome that really matters when it comes to Jan 20, 2005, right? So I signed up on VotePair.com to possibly get matched with a third-party voter in a swing state. Sadly, such voters were far and few between compared to the Kerry voters in non-swing states, so I wasn't paired.
But I voted Badnarik anyway, because even though I don't completely agree with the Libertarians, I see a middle ground between them and the other two parties that is probably as good as we can get in an imperfect world (which is any world with humans in it, right?).
Anyway, I felt good and was ready to leave it at that. But then I started reading and hearing people say that even in a non-swing state, Kerry needs our vote to establish his legitimacy. After all, Bush lost the popular vote by a huge margin, and he cannot claim a reasonably indisuptable electoral win, so he had no "mandate" from the people. He acted like he did, largely on high approval ratings after 9/11, but he didn't. And that set a very bad precedent, one that will not easily be lived down by future presidents.
So here I was, feeling guilty for not supporting Kerry with my vote. I read
this article at dailykos.com, and I began feeling more guilty:
There are two battles being fought Tuesday. The battle for the electoral vote -- which will decide the next president, and the battle for the popular vote -- which will confer legitimacy on the victor.
Now I know Bush didn't win the popular vote in 2000. We all know that. And we all know he governed as though he had a 400-EV-mandate. But fact is, a president-elect Kerry who loses the popular vote will not get the same benefit of the doubt as Bush did. The media environment is still too hostile, and the hypocrites on the Right will wield it as a tool.
If there's one thing Kerry has done, it's deny the Right much ammunition to use against him. We need to deny the Right the chance to delegitimize a Kerry presidency because of the popular vote. Let's make this a clean victory all around.
That means voting for Kerry if you're either in the Bluest of states, or the Reddest of states. Every vote will count. None of this "swapping with Nader voters" stuff. So while my vote in California won't help elect Kerry, it can help legitimize his presidency.
The world needs to hear that the majority of Americans have rejected the Bush presidency. None of us can be complacent, no matter where we live.
(my emphasis added)
I italicized two phrases. The first made me feel bad. I didn't swap with Nader, but I voted Badnarik, a sort of "swap". But the second part I italicized brought to mind what really matters to me, what I've forgotten in this past week.
I've been so wrapped up in defeating Bush, I began to believe myself that I'm for Kerry! But I'm not... I'm anti-Bush, not Pro-Kerry, and there's a difference. I only want Kerry to win because if he doesn't, Bush wins. There is no credible scenario where they both lose the election.
However, if Bush loses the Presidency, I don't care if he wins the popular vote. As long as he doesn't get 50%, America sends the message that we have rejected him. If Bush gets 49%, Kerry 48%, and third parties get 3%, then that means 51% of Americans rejected Bush! My vote, whether for Kerry or for Badnarik, was a vote of protest against Bush. That's all it was. A vote of
protest. It was not a vote for a candidate I wanted to win, it was a
vote against a candidate that I wanted to lose!Having finally remembered why I was voting in what to me is the most important election of my short lifetime (27 years), I feel much better about my vote. I didn't break principle. In fact, had I voted for Kerry, I would have broken my principles...