After browsing around on this forum, and reading more about Wellbutrin, I've decided to stop taking it altogether.
When I first started taking it, I was so pleased with it's anti-depressant qualities I didn't notice the fact that my memoryhas turned non-existent! Not to mention I feel it's dulling my personality.
I guess now basically I'm looking for something to replace it with that will cover my NA and dopamine deficiencies. . . So far modafinil seems to be the leading contender.
I hear the good things about modafinil, but what are the negatives? Does your body develop tolerance? Is it addicting in any way?
Just a word of caution, never stop an antidepressant without talking to your doctor as you don't want your depression coming back, your doctor may want to slowly taper you off the wellbutrin if thats what you decide and slowly add another antidepressant.
As far as modafinil their is some tolerance though not as bad as some stimulants, taking magnesium and zinc at night and taking one day off per week from its use helps. The effects wear off too early in the day at least for me which is a pain because re-dosing later tends to prevent sleep. Wellbutrin is much better in this regard as you have the motivation inducing effects all the time and you can still sleep. Wellbutrin is almost perfect (very sad) accept for that cognitive/memory issue, which many people don't experience..... So be really sure it effects you that waybefore you give up a great motivational antidepressant because the alternatives SSRIs etc. arent as great and pure stimulants are not the greatest solutions. Modafinil can be expensive per month without a prescription and insurance.
Indeed, the wellbutrin is just about perfect in all other aspects besides that one.
I've been taking it for over a year, and only recently had I started connecting the dots as to what had been the cause of my impaired cognitive function. Reading used to be one of my favorite activities prior to starting this medication. Now, even when I can strain myself to read, I get headaches, and I don't retain any information that I take in. It's as though my memory has become a sort of revolving door - Things I wish to learn go in, but nothing sticks! This is very frustrating for me, and since I'm starting college again soon, continuing to function in this manner is simply not an option.
I've been reading a lot on this forum, and of course everyone's opinion is subjective, but what else would you recommend for me? Normally, when I'm not taking wellbutrin, I suffer from low motivation, fatigue, sometimes slightly withdrawn in social situations, and slight depression.
I would take this up with a doctor, but I believe a lot of them don't view the full spectrum of options. A doctor is not very likely to consider a lot of the "alternative" options discussed on this site I don't think, instead sticking with the more well known and researched medications. Not to mention I'm in Iraq at the moment, so I kind of have to figure this out for myself for now. Which I have no problem doing, I have a good understanding of how things affect my body and mood in general.
I already know SSRI's are NOT my cup of tea, having been on a few of them in my younger years.
As I said, it's mostly my dopamine and Noradrenaline areas that need targeting.
Thanks in advance for your help!
Edited by TheFerret, 01 January 2009 - 11:26 PM.