In case you haven't realized, I suffer from schizoaffective disorder, which I wanted to keep secret into Rol82 opened up. With my condition there is at least an 80% correlation with cognitive impairment ranging through a full spectrum to, in extreme cases sufferers becoming borderline "retarded", and I mean that in a clinical sounding way, not in an abusive/mean spirited way, to much milder cases mild cognitive impairment.
In my case I have an extremely good prognosis as was told from a top doctor in schizophrenia as related to cognitive dysfunction. My progress has been increasingly progressively forward, in terms of overall cognition, since my second acute onset of psychosis which initially rendered me almost illiterate! I couldn't comprehend simple magazine articles in mags like people magazine, and now I'm reading the pathologies of aging. Talk about an aggressively progressive upward learning curve.
In short schizophrenia's impair 80% of subjects cognitioin, and in my case my decline was so acute, during the second onset of psychosis, that I lost seemingly all my mental abilities in a matter of days. I thought at the time that some advanced brain erasing weapon was destroying my brain, and although illogical to the most unscientific of minds, my delusions, which go hand in hand with this diagnosis, made it harder for me to discern illusion from reality, plus the obvious point that I never had experienced anything quite like this.
So in a matter of a week I went from an IQ of upper 120's to god knows how low. I lost short, working, long term memory functions, as well as processing, problem solving and other abstract thinking skills. I went through a prolonged period of being convinced I had early onset Alzheimer's, once I reasoned my way out of the deluded thinking mind set I was in.
Over just a few years I aggressively got back much of my intellect, but still pale in comparison to where I used to be. The prodrome, (before first psychotic onset) period in schizoid disorders includes massive pruning of synapses, neuronal shrinkage including loss of gray matter in early onset subjects of up to 25%; in very extreme cases, and enlarged brain ventricle sizes. I had an MRI and my brain appeared from mere observation from a reputable neurologist, to be within the normal range. Ventrical enlargement is often the norm, and mine, so far, has not increased in size; obviously a great thing! But schizophrenia can degenerate over long periods of time, and has been thought to be either neurodegenerative, neurodevelopmental, and the latest thinking is it's a hybrid of the too. They used to call it dementia praecox, or "early dementia" as was coined by one of the fathers of psychiatry Emil Kraephlin.
Now they see this as wrong as neuroleptics/anti-psychotics have saved so many people from this degree of decline.
The longitudinal studies of schizophrenics with a poorer outcome, show some regressing dramatically often to a demented state in ages past 65, in more acute cases, and usually correlates with many hospitalizations and basically follows a poor prognosis outcome. The majority of sufferers, though, actually stabilize and stay at a consistent cognitive state at least until old age, and a smaller subset, and hopefully as is the case with me, make amazing recoveries and improve in overall cognition throughout their lives.
As I mentioned already, I went to a world renowned doctor, Dr. Goff, who specializes in cognitive dysfunction in the schizoid disorders, and is perhaps the most well esteemed in the country for his specialty, and based on what I told him, and from communicating with me, he told me I had an immensely favorable prognosis and that if I continue to exercise, adhere to a good diet, exercise my mind, (and my personal belief of taking nootropic supplements), that I should stabilize if not continue to progress in intellect even throughout my life into older ages, taking into account the normal cognitive loss in the geriatric population, even in healthy people.
I'm telling you my history to explain my extreme interest in cognitive enhancing supplements/drugs, and because Rol82 mentioned it already. Roll82 has been trying to give me the best advice possible for my diagnosis, and I totally appreciate that!
So I'm hoping to continue my upward progress, and your input on dosage for such supplements as Lions Mane helps greatly. My interest in Lithium obviously correlates with the many studies showing extreme gray matter increases in bipolar subjects; often on higher doses, and with increases up to 15%, as well as it's alleged neuroprotective properties.
But wanting to avoid any potential toxicity, I want to take the lowest dose, and best possible form of Lithium to help with brain function while not damaging my overall health.
Edited by dfowler, 05 May 2010 - 01:40 AM.